Ughhh this guy LOVES to take stolen pictures of me, lalo na pag tulog ako. Haha 😩☺️❤️ #boyfie

Eto yung araw na magang maga mata ko kakaiyak. (Feb 13) thanks for being there for me paker. Hehe I love you bae. ♡ i really hope you won’t find out about my blog and twitter! Haha you’ll see my mushy corny sweet posts. 😂☺️🙊

My dream.

My post right now is about my dream last night, for me good dream yon.

I actually miss them a lot, pero in some circumstances d ko kaya lumapit sa kanila, maybe because im afraid they’d misunderstand my actions again.

Up until now, marami pa din akong iniisip tungkol dun. Sabi nila give it time daw, it’s been almost two months na wlang paguusap na nangyayari between me and them, tapos sasabihin nila ang tagal na daw. Sighs, ano ba talaga?:(

Sa side ko, gusto ko mag kaayos kami hindi na ako naasa na maiibabalik pa yung dati, pero yung maging okay lang kami that is enough for me.

I admit i did some terrible things and i said some hurtful words, that’s why i accept na what we had before can never be brought back again. :( naniniwala ako na somethings happen for a reason, yung pag sabi nyo sa ex ko about sa mga mali na nagawa ko sa kanya, maybe he really deserved to know the truth, im also glad na he’s fine, and like what i’ve said to him before, he deserved someone better than me.

One of them also said, i should be too quick with my sorrys, nung unang confrontation nag sorry agad ako, but what did one of them told me, d nya kailangan ng sorry ko.

Nung unang linggo after ng confrontation namin, tumatabi pa din ako sa kanila kahit di nila ako pinapansin, lumalayo sila sakin, kasi sinabi ko sa sarili ko, if this is the way pra mag ka ayos kami okay i’ll give it a shot. Pero habang tumatagal nararamdaman ko na siguro nga ayaw na nila ako kasama. (Napansin na din ng mga kaklase namin na yun nga may gap samin, ilan ang lumapit sakin pra mag offer na tumabi ako sa kanila, pero sabi ko “okay lang, dito muna ako.” Sabi nila pag d ko na kaya sumama nko sa kanila, ayaw daw kasi nila nkaka kita ng mag isa sa room.

Yung dream ko, nsa isang party ako, nandun sila, pagkakita ko sa kanila niyakap ko sila, at umiyak ako ng umiyak. They hugged me back. </3

Back to reality naalala ko nung feb 13 pag kaalis nila ng bahay buong gabi ako iyak ng iyak, binuhos ko lhat ng kaya kong iiyak, dun pumasok si boyfriend(who in just one call, instantly went into my house and hugged me until i stopped crying, then brought me my fav comfort drink (choco peppermint)

I miss them a lot. Yung kulitan moments, yung murahan at kwentuhan ng kahit ano. Di ko alam kung namimiss din ba nila ako. But im not expecting. But i wanna say thank you for being a part of my life, kahit ganun ang nangyari thankful pa din ako na naging friends ko kayo.

And don’t worry. Your secrets are safe with me.

Sa 11, aniv sana natin. Pero siguro icecelebrate nyo yon, happy anniversary na lang. Enjoy that day guys. You all deserve to be happy, no hard feelings for me. tanggap ko na ang nangyari, like what you said what’s done is done.

Sana dumating yung araw mapatawad nyo din ako. Im still here if you need anything, good luck din sa relationships nyo at sa studies.

Sa nangyari ang dami kong natutunan, i’ve actually grown a lot(not physically tho.) but maybe spiritually.

Eph 4:31-32 niv
Get rid of all the bitterness, rage and anger brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be king and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as Christ God forgave you.

Quick update. (Hey im still active!)

Ngayon na lang ulit nka pag blog, huling update ko dito was nung 1st year college pa ako. Right now incoming 4th year na ako.

I missed blogging, dito ko lang nabubuhos yung mga gusto kong sabihin, idk why but i really have a hard time expressing myself to others, I’d rather write my innermost thoughts than tell it to someone.

It’s April 9 today, ilang araw na lang bday ko na :)

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Even though we have fights, misunderstanding, problems, troubles, differences, but we will get through it, hand in hand, we will never let go and go push through it. #faith #eternalbliss #love #sweet #relationship #commitment

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